My pregnancy and loss - Part 5

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All I can eat now is pickles and toast with Marmite. But nobody panic; mum just mailed an emergency supply of the latter, so I’m all set.

For those of you who aren’t British, Marmite is a sticky, black substance made from yeast. I think. Anyway, it tastes like salt, you put it on bread and it’s apparently the only thing this baby will tolerate. Apart from pickles.

“How about some chocolate?” I suggest.

“You know I don’t like sugar,” baby chides.

“I could really murder a cup of tea right now,” I say.

“Caffeine is bad for me,” baby retorts.

“Well if you’re so concerned for your health then howz about a few vegetables?” I plead.

“Nope. Not into it”.

Sigh

The kid’s logic is already severely questionable, given that it won’t let me eat anything sugary but apparently wants Skittles. Yesterday, I was just about to check out at the pharmacy when, seeing a green packet by the cashier, I began to salivate immediately.

“I am NOT giving you Skittles,” I say. “Absolutely not. I have standards.”

“First I’ve heard of it,” comes the reply.

This kid is going to walk all over me.

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